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[29 Jan 2007|07:43pm] |
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oh man such a sweet album. i love thrice everything they've ever done is so god damn good. this man was the first person ive ever heard scream and since then ive been in love. Now he released his own solo album which was also produced by him and teppi(thrice). such a awsome album. i love it absolutely adore it and guess what you can buy it at target. rofl
new explosions in the sky one word to describe it: EPIC
2007 is looking a like good year for cd's.
the locust new song from the album "new erections" is fucking amazing
please go check it out soo fucking good
www.myspace.com/thelocust
also graf orlock new song is fucking amazing e
every god damn thing that band is fucking AMAZING.
seriously the best band ive ever seen live.
the singer is fucking nuts i admire that fuck so much. hes vocal and stage presents is soo good his voice is so raspy and raw makes me wanna punch a walllll ahhhhh soo good. soo good
this is gonna be a good year. shit it already started off good : D
p.s new thrice album
oh shit fuck
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[29 Jan 2007|07:40pm] |
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1. band: ]
2. gf : ]
3. school : /
4. work : /
lifes good
show this friday : ]]]]]]]]]]
gonna mis ghoslimb saturday : [[
gf coming to show and staying till sunday
: D
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[04 Jan 2007|02:59pm] |
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So here iam living my dream. Sitting in a van with three of greatest people I've ever met not to mention very talented young gentlemen. We played our kick off show last night in sacramento which was tons of fun I got in peoples faces. Screamed in the air. I even walk up to random people and put my arm around the shoulder and screamed with them. Oh man I love this. I love the feeling of being on stage its just one big party. I guess you can say I blew peoples minds when I walk up to them and just got crazy. The basist of the last band "ambrosis capris" I think they were called(btw phenomeal band : ]) said "wow man I wish I could do what you were doing" that made my night.
Anyways my new years was amazing spent it with some great people and played my first show ever on new years eve.. But on new years day around 3 in the morning when I got home with angel. We layed in my bed and we were listening to this will destroy you and I was looking into her eyes for about 5 mins thinking about how she makes me feel and right there I just knew I had to make this girl mine. So it took me about 10 mins to ask her out and she said yes!! : ]
I love life period.
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[18 Dec 2006|05:41am] |
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this weekend was intense, angel came on friday by greyhound to see me pretty rad. when she showed up, i gave her flowers and she smile which made me smile : D. we stayed up till 5, then i had work at 330. then after went to travis's last show, never seen soo many people at dance unlimited. nate was there = hella badass : ]. went to in n out hung out, i was hella gakk. then me and angel went back to my house stayed up till 5 once again just talking and holding each other awww so bomb : ]]]]]]]]]]]]. then has to wake up at 8 so she could catch the bus. then practice at 11. i was satisfied, im really nervous about playing the 31st. i have a feeling ill throw up b4 we play or while we play well fuck it, it ll be tightt.
i leave in 16 days to do what ive always wanted to do. : ]]]]]
got some of the bestest friends.
miss some people, you know who you are : ]
i gotss a bomb Girl : ]
i dont think i could been any happier.
i think im so happy i lost all feeling.
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[14 Dec 2006|12:49am] |
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for the past month now ive known that happines comes from within yourself and not from other people i mean shit yea compliments make you smile and friends etc.. but still you make yourself down and your the only that can bring yourself. if people are bringing your life then fuck em, who gives a shit. nothing last forever, only if theres enough heart and dedication in it but sometimes it fades away. rely on yourself and no one else god damnit. seclude yourself, fix yourself, dont accompany your self with a bunch of people just to make you all your problems go away cuz fuck there still their. ive grown up soo much i love life soo much right now. im in a band with all my bestfriends. ive met a girl that is straight out rad and never felt what shes giving me. idk its crazy. party life is over for me i mean ill smoke weed and drink sometimes but its whatever i rather sit around and talk all night.
anyways this weekend is going to fucking rule. thriller and capistrano and dance unlimited(travis last show) ill be up in front while he fucking tears shit up like always espcially in "charlie buckett the worlds greatest business man"
my girl is coming on friday and staying till sunday : ]]
practice tomorrow. and sunday : ]]
no work tomorrow or friday.
ahhh man i love life
i love dylan,jp,stevie,jeff,and everyoneeee : ]]]]
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[08 Dec 2006|02:53am] |
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helllllll songs
eat sleep repeat
new found glory
vehissu
new medicines
questions and answers
canada songs
no heroes
for all of this
when forever comes crashing.
i enjoyed myself yesterday
good practice.
work was alright.
missing someone right noww
get to see her sat and not to mention sun mourning : ]
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[02 Dec 2006|04:15am] |
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ive been out of school for the past week now and holy shit my life has completely change and i seriously havent been this happy since feb 26 and thats no bulshit haha. things are going so great for me. my dream is coming true of what i always wanted to do with my life and i couldnt thanks this person enough for giving me the chance to do this. : ]
On thanksgiving made a roadtrip to fresno and i met one of coolest person ive ever met.
shes blowing my mind each and every day i talk to her. idk its crazy, shes a really good friend and ive only know her for a week now but shes getting to me so hard. its rad.
ive been hanging out with my boys everyday playing nintendo wii
its been rad. idk just loving life right now.
living it to the fullest.
ps. do you see yourself in red?
: D
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[21 Nov 2006|02:00pm] |
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holy fuck....i graduated : D
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[21 Nov 2006|05:09am] |
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"You're Not Dead Yet, Faggot?" by Justin Pearson
www.myspace.com/threeoneg
pretty much one of the most depressing things ive had ever read
i really look up to that guy. after all the shit hes been through
fuck i would of killed myself by six if i was him.
he inspires to keep going on in life cuz evevutally ill gett my calling card
and everything will go into place, i just know it. it just takes time
everything just takes time.
id have to say im content with everything right now
but theres is one decision still pondering my mind that shouldnt be.
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[19 Nov 2006|11:44pm] |
By the way you brought me here,
it makes me believe
the best is still yet to come
and I don't want to leave.
Forgive my hesitation- oh, but I'm learning to trust in you.
Help me to dream these dreams because I don't have a clue.
If you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.
Is this what you wanted?
Cause I'm willing to change.
Now that I'm certain,
that there's much more to gain.
You've introduced me to the moment
but I'm looking to stay for good.
You've asked me to stay forever.
Well, you know that I would, I would do anything.
The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong,
but it feels like I'm so lost without you.
So I step towards the heat, it's the way I can see,
and it makes me believe that it's you.
By the way you brought me here
it makes me believe the best is still yet to come
and I don't want to leave, I won't, but anyway...
If you'd be honest and say what you mean
you know I would promise I'd do anything
because I know that without you I'm giving it away.
The nights are forever,
I can't get to sleep cause I know there's a reason.
I'm in this too deep
and I'm sure that without you,
I'm giving it away. Yeah.
Giving it away...
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[19 Nov 2006|10:27pm] |
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when i was 12 my older brother chris told me "friends come and go gr, remember family is always there me,jesse,matt,mom, and dad will always be here for you not matter what"
hlaf of that statement is true
some of my closest friends i had since i was born are all gone now. we all went our own seperate ways
and seeing them now is like a reunion idk. ive been questiong a lot of things lately.
of who i should be friends with. shit idk. all i know is that bringing more people in your life is risky, because in the end there all gone NO MATTER WHAT. you'll say "friends forever" but no friends for about a year depends on the connection. theres only been one friend that has been with me through out my journey and that is my neighbor stevie, i love that guy. im not saying im gonna lose him or hes like my all time ultimate im just saying wow that guy has been with me for 18 years now. fucking crazy.
but the friends i have now dylan,phil,jp,nate,shuan..etc i love them all. i will always have good and bad memories and believe me i wont forget them. they carry me out through my day. shitt they put me in the moods im in. and lately its been alot of bad ones. i just seem to hide it very well. welll back to homework hopefully graduate tomorrow and goin to copeland.
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[19 Nov 2006|06:11pm] |
copeland tomorrow
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[15 Nov 2006|12:23am] |
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i cant seem to fix myself
im suppose to be graduating this friday but i dont think i will be able to do it
and if i dont do so i will be kick out and would have to finish it in adult school
i have to do 14 chapters of science and 14 test and 2 projects and about 5 chapters in econ
all BY FRIDAY! fuck im really sucking right now shit just sucks. i work like crazy but its good it keeps me occupied but i wish i could be doing homework instead. but oh well this is the choice ive made and now...well now idk
sooo confuse
sooo frustrated
soo sad at times
i cant seem to fix myself : /
p.s ive disappear from myspace
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[08 Nov 2006|11:53pm] |
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last night i saw fear before which was quite disapointing to me the only good thing that came out of there set was adams vocals especially the first track they played "dog sized-bird" his vocals were so mean i loved it. but seriously having btbam vocalist fill in for him was really bad that fool cant talk scream for shit, and then having that fucking idiot from norma jean do it ahhh it was so much worst. misery signals played and they were pretty rad but got kind of boring after a while. it was good night tho.
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[12 Sep 2006|09:28pm] |
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this is fucking amazing, i love it, i fucking absolutely love it. best cd of 2006, it blows me the fuck away, idk why. but it soo good i really want the lyrics to this cd. and when it comes out next tuesday im going to the store and purchasing it because its so worth it.
this man right here does pheonominal vocals, hes screamiing/singing is fucking amazing. ahhhhhhhhhh ill keep saying it's fucking AMAZING!!!!!!
in the song "A Brief Tutorial In Bachanalia" the intro is soo good and is so is when they break down and get heavy.
fucking amazing
FUCKING GLORIOUS RECORD
HIGHLY SUGGEST YOU LISTEN TO IT/PURCHASE IT
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[06 Sep 2006|06:03pm] |
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starting skating again : ]
and after i skated i was hanging out at a friends house and we were looking for something to do and the owner of the house like walks off with this random girl i never seen b4 into his house and i was like hmmm weird. and my friend goes inside to see whats up? turns out there doing coke : /.
it bum me out that my "old best friend" is nothing but a liar,fake,druggie.
he ll never stop doing drugs
he ll never stop making me feel uncoomfortable
he ll never stop trying to be something hes not
he ll never CHANGE.
and all this makes me think about
maybe i should stop smoking weed
ive cut back so much
i dont feel like i need it like i use to.
when its there shit ill smoke it.
but now i could really care less
im happy just staying sober
or getting drunk : ]
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[30 Aug 2006|10:02pm] |
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i know this sounds cliche but holy shit i really want to start a FUCKING BAND AND FUCKING SCREAM MY GOD DAMN LUNGS OUT AND GO FUCKING NUTS ON STAGE AND BLOW THEIR FACES OFF AND IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE MUSIC THAT ACTUALLY MEANS SOMETHING. MUSIC IS EVERYTHING TO ME. AND NOW I WANT IT TO BE ME. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM REALLY BAD : ]
pointless post but w/e
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idk how i feel anymore fuck i just dont want to lose her as my friend go damnit i always do stupid shit towards her. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk im so piss i dont want to lose her i cant lose her i dont care if she makes me feel like shit as long as were friends is all that matters to me right now.
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When we see each other again will it be this cold? tired from the week and unscheduled events i hope i understand. wide awake, my eyelashes desperately flutter to let myself fall back into what she had woven so well. sealed lungs shut with your open mouth to my spine. early morning to make it through this haze, beautiful memories now only haunt me. things like this never last. wasted time rearranging what i was trying to omit, leaving the saliva scented ruin upon my wrists. so young, wasting this tired life on endless thoughts and endless nights, and i end up nothing to you, not a fucking thing and i am fucked up again. (i was nothing to you.) i guess the talents will always outweigh the flowing constant streaming so perfectly through, trying to erase the now for then. i have dreamt every night of being on that train with you, but i won't be on that train tonight. i'm not at your convience.
this song tottaly read me
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